For the one's left behind

For the one's left behind: I know

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I know your pain.
I know how much it hurts when all you see is politics, war news, yada yada yada.
I know how much you long for even just a hug from the one you love so much.
I know how you get scared when you can’t remember their voice, scent, touch.
I know you cry when you hear that one song…
I know you sleep in his shirts at night sometimes.
I know you cry at the drop of a hat.
I know all you want is a phone call.
I know how angry you get when your boss gets mad at you for having your cell phone at work.
I know how you wish your friends understood.
I know how you can’t watch movies, can’t watch news, can’t listen to music, because you’re afraid it will just remind you.
I know how you roll your eyes when someone is complaining that their life is so awful because they didn’t see their significant other tonight and they see them every other night and you don’t see yours for months.
I know how you feel about the military.
I know that all you want is to feel their hands…hear their voice…smell their cologne…be hugged and held…laugh with them…joke with them…cook them dinner…even fight with them, just so you know that all is ok and that they are there.
I know my friend, because I am you. 

staying fit

Ive mentioned before that my new years resolution is to loss weight by eating health foods. I know its hard to return to my pre ;pregnant weight but I know I can do this. I really want to wear my old clothes again like my jeans and underwear. Since my mother is coming I want to  Travel and Stay fit all the time for my family, I want to be healthy and live longer to be around my children when they grow up.

I am hoping that this year I can exercise a lot to tone my muscles on my stomach and in my arms, as im getting older those areas are my biggest problem so far. I wish there are easier way to just stay fit magically.

torrents download

I have been watching movies that I downloaded during the weekend, i cant go to a movie theater anymore since I got here because no one will watch my kids so i download movies from the internet like torrents download, Im glad our internet connection is super fast I can download movies in no time and watch the movies I want on my laptop. This has been my routine for the past few months since I got here I download movies, tv shows, and many more then watch them before I go to bed or during the weekend if I don't have anything important to do. It was my husband who introduce me to torrents, he taught me how to download movies, music, tv series and such online, its a great way to watch my favorite shows at no cost at all.

A bomb scare

We just had an incident here on base and it happened in our neighborhood,!!!
According to the FB page of FORT MEADE :  Today, police went to a Midway Commons home after a student discussed making a pipe bomb. Military police searched the home and detected evidence of possible explosive residue. To ensure resident safety, the police evacuated a 500-meter perimeter around the home. An EOD unit from Andrews Air Force Base cleared the home at approximately 5:45 p.m. and residents will be directed back to their homes shortly.

Click HERE to read more about the news!

Coupons

I joined cafemom and met a lot of mommies here on base,  they taught me how to get coupons and how it works,  we buy our grocery twice a month and used coupons last week, when i looked at the receipt i saw how much we saved from using the coupons, lol it was $20.. not bad ehh..


YAY! I Love coupons..

construction worker

Before my husband joined the Army he was into construction with his step dad, he did that for about 3 years they would usually go to different  places to work. when we visited his mom in South Carolina he pointed out to me a building near Charlotte SC, saying that it was one of the construction project they had before. He can  easily  recognize the  Construction Logos from the distance. Until now his step dad is still doing construction, he is actually in PA right now because they have a big projects there. my husband didnt really like his job before because he is away most of the time and his biological dad was also doing construction, he died when hubby was an infant.. his dad fell out of a building that they were working on...  very tragic, he cant even remember how his dad looks like except for the pictures and he had an article in the newspaper about that incident.

big screen tv

I love watching tv during my spare time, i want to get updated about the latest news and events in our area, i keep track on the weather too through the television. When we move into this house 6 months ago the first thing that we bought was a big screen tv, my husband was so excited when we received  our refund  from the move he asked me if he could get a tv and i said yes instantly, although at the back of my mind i know  that flat screen tv are expensive like a projector and such, but hey what the heck, a big television is a must. My husband mounted it in the wall so our son cant reach it because we know how he is, there was even one time that he tried to throw his ball on the tv, I  am hoping that we could get a new LCD tv soon to put in our bedroom, we got an old tv upstairs but  hubby uses it to play his xbox.